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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
My year end entry :)
Warning: Before you go on, let me tell you this, you might not like what I am going to write. It is going to be emo, very emo. My year end entries are usually done on my diaries, not on blogs. My diary for this year has filled up and I dont know where I can write so here I am. :) That's it. You can skip this post. No big deal.
It has been a very eventful year and sometimes, I still wonder, can all this be real?
Perhaps lets start with my Xmas gifts?
I woke up on Xmas morning to find this. :) It has to be from my beloved Sista...
 And tadah~ Its a calender! :) I have wanted to get one and I am so amazed that she actually knew what I want. So sweeeeet... It also reminded me of something. Last year this time, I was also going around looking for calenders for somebody. I got it and I decorated it and was ambitious enough to go through the whole year and I wrote down many things. Yea, that must be one of the sweetest things I have ever done but oh well...
Back to this calender, I am sure you noticed the little angel beside. So cute and heartwarming...just like...my little baby sister. :)
I guess you can never understand how family played a role in my life this year. Indeed, I have always been very close to my mommy and we share everything but this year, my family has really given me all the support that I have needed. Of course, the worries that I have caused mommy this year is more than what she had for the past 3 years but things have happened and there is a limit to what I can do. I guess I am also training her sms skills :) This year I received so many sms-es from her. I dont know how to better put it across other than saying I am thankful. I seriously am. Everyone in the family was so understanding towards me as I start to get more adventurous, be it in my personal life or at work. At the end of the day, when I come back home, I am glad that this little hut of mine is a charging place for me to face bigger things out there.
 The boys were so sweet and delightful to have. As they grow, they got more defiant, they got more naughty, they tend to get more noisy but it is always a joy to be hugged and kissed by them because for that moment, you forgot all your worries. You feel so loved. You know that no matter what might happened, you have them to love you at the end of the night and sometimes thats more than enough. I am really thankful that I have this little hut of mine with those two viruses. :) The third one is coming soon...
And I am more emo than any other days because today, I came back from a jog with Ms XJ and I found this.
 As I read the card, I almost teared. It is a card from my Qin Ai De who has went through the many of the highs and lows with me this year. Mostly lows but just like what you have said, I am glad that you are around and I am thankful to have your company. I am grateful that when I need someone to sms to, I sent to you. Those jacuzzi moments were god sent and after each session, it was always comforting to me. I have left my brain somewhere this year and I am glad that you were here to be brainless with me. :p I am sorry if I did influenced you but I am truly very thankful. Besides, I think I show so much of my gratitude by watching Bruno with you :)
I dont know. Was it because of tha fact that I lost my relationship that I learn to cherish my family and friends more?
That day I was watching Guess Who because I was switching channels and I saw Ashton Kutcher. Relationships, unfortunately, can be so fragile. You might quarrel all the time but ultimately, can you forget that both of you love each other dearly? I learn that quarrels are inevitable in relationships and if you love this person, you will have to accept who he/she is. I learn how to cherish. Ashton Kutcher was also in Butterfly Effect. If you have that opportunity, what will you do to change things? He tried so hard to make things right but in the end, each time, things just went from bad to worst.
It is almost 3 am now. :) I am taking the 8am flight tomorrow to Taipei and I will also spend a few days in Hong Kong. I think you can call that adventurous. The last time I was in KL, I felt like a broken heart being pulled out and hammered a thousand times. Images just flood in and you cannot stop them, you are in that same place, this time, alone. I am challenging myself again. This time, beside the Queen's head, there will only be me. :) I aint going to do butterfly effect. 2009 is ending and I should sort things out with my, myself and I. I cannot possibly scream I am out of love everytime.
When the clock strikes 12 and 2010 comes, I will be under Taipei 101, I will forget and as the fireworks soars into the sky, there will be a new beginning. I have been so harsh to myself, forcing myself to heal and stand up. In the end, I ended up hurting people and for that, I am geninuely sorry. Sometimes, I tend to overestimate myself, sometimes I am weaker than I think I am. This time, I will take my time, it will heal someday and I will get the chance to look forward. I suppose that is the way to simplified things. :)
On an entirely different note, I finally got my Hong lou meng. A friend got me the english version.
 :p This is an attempt to brainwash you, to make you forget what I have just wrote. I am still me. The world is still revolving.
See you next year! Happy new year... :)Labels: emo elmo, happy happenings, new chapter
JOanne thought hard on 2:04:00 AM.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Someone new...
Helloooo...My fingers are turning blue already and its not even Monday yet! :p I have had a nasty last week. Work was horrible, I got out from one trouble to another and to another again. Tired, tired and of course, tired!
Anyhow, :)
He is related to this virus here.
We were watching Legend of the Seeker and he quickly put his hand on my hand and slowly, there you go. The picture above. He is a huai ren.
Now, you know who he is. Thats makes three. I often tell people World war 3 is always happening every evening close to me. You reached the stairs and you will hear things like "Dont run!" "Bang Bang! Bang!" Or, wrestling happening on the bed, or my poor, I still dont know if it is a monkey or a cow but Didi calls it "Monkey" and you see pooooor monkey kena dragged out of the room and squashed. Occasionally he does show some forms of affection to it, when ermmm he feels like it.
When there's three, I think world war four is inevitable...Labels: monday blues, new chapter
JOanne thought hard on 4:57:00 PM.
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