Thursday, August 07, 2014
A random day in August
So... It is a random night in August now.
There is 8am class tomorrow but hey, it is the last. Semesters come and go, times files.
Random thoughts. Many random thoughts. We caught one of his colleagues dating earlier on with his another colleague. There is nothing wrong moving on. I, for instance, is a person who moves on very quickly, because to me, this is like a game. The one who stays will feel the pain, the one who leaves last sees the back of the person who leaves and that feeling of waiting and hoping for that person to turn back and, at least, look at you is unbearable. I rather be that one who walks away first so that there is no back view for me but an unknown future for me to explore. The point is this colleague has just gotten married, okay, probably a year ago, but is now processing divorce.
We all have our own reasons why something just abruptly ended, we all have justification for changes but the point is I thought marriage was till death do us part, it was supposed to be holy. It was supposed to be no-matter-what-happens-I-hold-your-hands thing. Oh right, this is now 2014. I just saw a zombie on the street, y'know.
Tonight, a friend of mine came knocking. She reminded me this belief that change is constant, whoever leaves last gets all the pain. I do not exactly like this friend because she turns me bitter and angry. No, you can't unfriend a person who is a part of you.
On a happier (and totally irrelevant note), check this out! Why so serious? Look out the window and take a deep breath. Till the next time! Labels: emo elmo
JOanne thought hard on 10:56:00 PM.
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